"I am like decay; I rot the ground that guides your way"
I have the feeling I’m
moving somewhere, patiently, impatiently,
in my loneliness.
- Adrienne Rich, from Paula Becker to Clara Westhoff
I have been and still am a seeker,
but have ceased to question stars and books;
I have begun to listen to the teachings my blood whispers to me.
- Hermann Hesse
Essentially all this is crude and meaningless…as an avalanche which involuntarily rolls down a mountain and overwhelms people. But when one listens to music, all this is: that some people lie in their graves and sleep, and that one woman is alive…and the avalanche seems no longer meaningless, since in nature everything has a meaning. And everything is forgiven, and it would be strange not to forgive.


Granville - Le Slow

Je ne veux pas danser un slow avec toi
Oh non non je ne peux vraiment pas 
Danser danser un slow avec toi oh non


Sally Gardner, Maggot Moon


born to die // lana del rey

feet don’t fail me now
take me to the finish line
oh, my heart, it breaks every step that i take
but i’m hoping at the gates
they’ll tell me that you’re mine


i love banksy

Why am I so anxious? And then it hits me. I’m not anxious, I’m lonely. And I’m lonely in some horribly deep way and for a flash of an instant, I can see just how lonely, and how deep this feeling runs. And it scares the shit out of me to be so lonely because it seems catastrophic - seeing the car just as it hits you.
- Augusten Burroughs Dry 
Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.
- Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Be mindful at all times of the following: the nature of the whole universe, the nature of the part that is me, the relation of the one to the other, the one so vast, the other so small. No one can ever prevent me from saying and doing what is in complete conformity with the whole of which I am so small yet integral a part.
- Marcus Aurelius 


Urs Lüthi - Light sculpture, photographie, 1972,


The Stooges - I Wanna Be Your Dog


endless list of horror films - The Shining (1980)